Devon Hunter

I cannot speak for other entertainers, but I myself am riddled with issues surrounding my appearance. I was anorexic for eight years. Then I developed a good strong case of Body Dysmorphic Disorder, which I still struggle with. Perhaps it’s because of what I do, but insecurities about my body take a disproportionate amount of brain space. I see myself as bird chested with a pot belly, spindly limbs and a huge head. I really don’t think I’d be able to draw an accurate picture of myself.

At any rate, what is meant as a sideways compliment can often create an uncomfortable situation for me: If I lie and reply, “Yes, of course I know I’m hot…” well, that just doesn’t feel right. If I opt for honesty and reply, “No, I think I’m rather repugnant…” well, that just looks like fishing for flattery. I generally opt for, “I only know what you tell me.” It’s reassuring that other people find me attractive, but until I see what they see, I’ll be second-guessing.